I am sick and tired not of her but myself.
I'm not feeling well but i want her to be by myside.
I just chat with her and i tried to have her smile and all.
But things change alot between us.
She was always that cheerful person that makes me smile all the time.
But somehow, i figured that things like this happen made me so useless to make a change.
I thought those past was an everlasting feelings.
But seems things fading slowly and slowly.
It's fine with me.
I'll handle everything myself.
I'll do what I can to make her happy.
She seem unhappy recently.
I wanna ask her why but i dare not intefere.
I wanna show her that i care for her but i'm afriad what she might think of me.
I really wonder, what she think of me?
She told me she don't wanna be in a relationship.
Although i know but i am feeling all this distress.
That happens to be the reason of my sadness.
I am lack of her.
I wanna spend more time with her.
She use to reply my text all the time.
But now, hardly got a reply.
Am i annoying?
Hateful?
I just don't see what she sees.
I can't understand her feelings.
Maybe there's a truth?
I am think so much as she says.
But i can't help it.
I'm so into her.
I love her so much.
She can't see it, right?
She did ask me about whether i love her as in 100%.
Well, to be honest,
Not really at first.
But after talking more and more.
Eventually i just realise,
There you go, i'm actually so inlove with her before i even notice.
She has that charm,
That grace.
That beauty that ensnare me,
As I thought i have her,
As i barely had her,
Everything change.
It pains me.
But i decided,
If i love her,
Whatsoever pain,
Bring it on,
I'll bear with it,
Even if i last,
I wonder,
"Would you love me?"
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